Monday, August 4, 2008

INTROSPECTION

There are a lot of gifts in me

If only I discover

But all I do is look at the world outside of me

Overlooking the joy that is near


Between me and my peace

Lies a certain kind of fear

That tells me not to carry

What means to me so dear


I seek a joy that is fleeting

Running away from the knowledge of myself

This world has joys my heart is after

And my soul cries out instead.


It is difficult to let go

Once what has done my senses in

Does my life have any purpose then?

If senses all but end in sin


Am I really free to be?

They say you can do what you please

If my conscience cannot prick me

I am enslaved by the darkness, no light to see the breeze


I seek what is easy

But gain is only for the brave

I can try many things lest I be a fool

Sickness leaves my soul deprave.



So put my heart at peace

If pursuit of pleasure is so vain

What for is pleasure if so deceiving?

Why don’t You fill me with your grace instead?

4 comments:

Shankar said...

Beautiful poem! I enjoyed reading it!

kevin said...

understood as much as i could ....still reading it again n again...tc,,,thanx

D C said...

Truly true
Your words Brew.

Absolutely true because the joys we are looking for in the world are the materialistic pleasures we seek for. While true joy is the Spirit of god in your heart.

St Agustine said,"Our hearts are made for you Lord. They'll never find, never find, never find rest until they find the rest in you."

So let's search for true joy in our hearts and you will find it. Knock at the door of your heart and it will open the doors of abiding joy.

somnath said...

very nice poem
and the words in it are so true.